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7/16/09 Thursday, July 16, 2009

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If you had already read the evening news....
Things are getting way too out of control right now,i couldn't believe my ears of the sudden death of Teo Beng Hock.Especially my mom who sees him as a responsible and good boy with bright future.Why would a man commits suicide when he was about to get married tomorrow?I can feel my heart,shattered apart.I could truly feel the sadness of his fiancee right now,losing someone she loves so much and were about to get married tomorrow.
This is just so saddening,why things had to end up like this?
I strongly do not believe that he killed himself,everything just doesn't make sense.
Especially responds that those people who gave.
Everything was just a great lie!
All death cases which includes politics nor politicians were always a mystery,no doubt this time as well.Look what's the end of the Altantuyaa's case.NO END.
I wonder where's the real human heart of them had been to all these years being a 'human being'.
Obviously the 'heart' is corrupted.
May those murderer or 'people involved' out there burn in hell!
Malaysia could be a better country,but they just have to make everything harder.
Or worse.
My deepest condolence to Teo's family and fiancee.
What a black thursday.


7/14/09 Tuesday, July 14, 2009

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Was playing make up when i was bored,and my doll came over before we could hang out.
She literally laughed her ass off when she saw the results.
Because it was so not me,and she said i looked like 'Georgina Sparks'.
Mother eff.
Ooh!Btw,i'm wearing my denim blazer which i got it from vintage!
My new baby!!
Its dirt cheap and its so TOPSHOP.
Me misses my naughty boy,suppose to be seeing him today,not untill some stupid lorry driver knocked on his car when he was trying to reverse.
Pasar malam tomorrow with my lovelies,its been a while we've not met.
Misses them too <3
Oh i almost forgot!Driving lesson tomorrow morning,ugh.
I'm doomed.
This is like my fourth time learning and i still do not know how to drive a car,
PROPERLY.
Omg,how can i survive??
I was wondering if i could seek help from the doll,maybe have her to teach me a little.
She drives like a China bus driver,damn garang.
I remembered the very first day i went for my driving lesson,i didn't take my breakfast.
I totally regretted!!
Because the steering wheel was so freaking hard to handle!Damn tight!
I've used up all my energy just to drive a blardy car.Driving isn't fun for me right now.
It is tiring,disturbing and nerve-racking.
Or maybe its just me?
Hopefully i can conquer driving and not let the car conquer me.
HOPEFULLY.
We'll see tomorrow.
Right!Promised Samiekiss i've to sleep early,so...
Night everyone!


7/12/09 Sunday, July 12, 2009

Junie's Big'O one birthday celebration @ 7atenine,Kl.








Technically i've known Junie for actually a really long period and i remembered when we first met and spoke in Maison,discussing bout issues.It was not in the 'random proper introduction' way and we were under a really unpleasant situation.
*Only god knows what had happened on that night*
We didn't speak to each other after that night eversince untill she came back from UK and we met each other in Poppy.And she became another very good party partner!
*Only if i could party more often right now...SIGHS.*
Anyhow,it was her turn to be a big girl this year and she invited Jac and me to her Birthday party at 7atenine.
But before we went at night,me,Jac and Brabra(Babara) went shopping in Sungai Wang.
Me is in l-o-v-e with vintage stores.*its our secret place*
I thought we were late reaching but luckily we're not!
We still manage to arrive before the bday girl does.
The atmosphere was awesomely great especially when they had those cool lightings to embellish with.Certainly not to miss the music and food,it was not bad as well.



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Haharrr!
I've been addicted to wearing leggings frequently cause baby says its smexxay.
Leapord prints is love..

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Having a bad hair day.
Cause i was late dressing up and Jac came so early to pick me up!

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The menu...'can i take your orrder pleasee?'


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Whooots!Waiting for the bday girl to arrive.


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My garden salad with salmon and cheeese.


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Jac's escargots.


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Ooh oooh!Salmon!

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Main course,a platter with 3 different kinds of variety.


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I didn't eat much on that night,my stomach was a feeling a little upset.
Only had my salad.
After dinner,the bday girl said there's gonna be a chilling session downstairs for some boooze.

The view from upstairs to downstairs.

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Twinkle twinkle little star.


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Junie!Finally she got time to snap a picture with me,seemed so hard to take pic with her cause she was so busy entertaining her guests and friends.
Happy 21st Bday yo!
*i know i'm abit too late to wish you again*

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Me,Jac,Junie and .........idk who.


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Junie's friends.Amelia,Nik and me!!
I think i've spent my whole night busy talking,talking and more talking with both of them.I guess cause mostly we're in the same channel??


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Chio not?!The heels were made of icing sugar,pro isn't it?!


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Yummilicous cupcakes!


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Tried using the natural light without the flash instead.


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Ahhhhh!Although the lighting looks abit imbalance,but i simply like this pic.


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Cupcakes,want some?

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Ladiess.


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My suprise!Kok Wee a.k.a Botak was there too!But he was late.


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Amelia and moi.


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Nik.She was so hyped up and desparately wanted to dance when the DJ was spinning some club hitz.



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Mushy mushy ladies.


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I'm sure all of us enjoyed our night.Thanks Junie!Especially for the dinner.


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Jac and i left earlier because we needed transport home from our friends.We walked to Poppy and dropped by at Heart & Soul.Chuckei's sister's shop.


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Meowww!I wonder what kind of diet made this guy effin tall.


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Went in to Poppy,went out,went in,went out,went in,went out again,went in again,went out.



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Credits to Titus fetching me home,and they went to Bangsar 3am in the morning just to see if Edison Chen was there preparing stuffs for JUICE opening.Cause the next day was the opening,and everyone was so gan jeong bout it.Especially girls.
So yeah,my next effing late post.JUICE after party.
Stay tune.


7/10/09 Friday, July 10, 2009

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A cuteass inspired Jimmy Choo heels cake at Junie's 21st Bday.
I've been blogging bout so many birthday events lately,Junie's post is gonna be the last post of birthday events for now i guess?
Will blog about it soon!
To prove that i'm not dead yet,i've been blogging alot lately.Just got back from a movie date with my silly boy and yes!!Ice Age is the funny shit!
Couldn't help but laugh eventhough my wounds were aching.The characters were just soooo cute!Sometimes annoying too,but in a cute way.Aha!
Anyhow,its time to take my medicine before i'm having my beauty sleep.I tried not to rely on the painkiller that much,and i actually haven't even touch it since the day i discharged from the hospital.I still can bare with the pain,or more to say,i rather leave myself in pain than taking painkillers unless its really necessary.
Talk about the side effects.
Night everyone!Sugar dreams!


Friday, July 10, 2009

Ze working weekends.




I think i need to gain some weight,i've been a skinny bitch for toooooo long and its actually unhealthy because i'm underweight.The problem is......i've been eating alot but still nothing happens.Arrrrgghhhhhh!Damn frustrated.Maybe i should seek advice from my doctor,hopefully i can gain a few KG's.I'm aiming for 5KG.
Finally the working weekends are over,now i'm back to having some normal relaxing weekends again.Can spend more time with baby shopping and dating.
*Grins*
Here's some pictures of me at work,i'm officially in love with the rest room because.........
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THERE ARE BALLOONS EVERYWHERE!
Almost flooded the whole rest room,we barely have space to rest.
Beautiful colours eh?Reminds me of colourful gum balls,the gigantic version of it.


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The damn happy me and Priscilla,she's my bestie at work.


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Focusing on my novel.....


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Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!


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The feeling-bored me after changing costumes.Waiting for the rest to get changed.


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Helping the dudes putting on their mascots.


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Advertising for Ice Age3!!

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We're different,we're advertising for Asian Avenue.Giving out flyers and free gifts!


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This was the most fun job i've ever received.You could really earn a fast buck through job like this,with short period of working hours and quite a high pay salary.
Probably coming up with one more job on August,hopefully.
The freezing models.Ehehehehe.


7/9/09 Thursday, July 09, 2009

Loreal Star Search 2009 @ ZOUK.





Here i am,blogging out of boredom.It was suppose to be a day in class,not till i got an inflamed appendix.Sigh,bored bored bored.

I so wish i could stand a longer time walking now,so that i could go out or something.

Another note,stop asking me where am i studying this and that because i've repeated don't-know-how-many-times and its abit tiring for me to repeat the same thing over again and again.

I'm not starting college till next year,and i'm gonna study in ICOM.
(International college of music)
My mom wants me to give drama course a try,but i've made my decision,since fashion design is a NO for me,so why not music?Don't be suprise though,i love performing since when i'm young.But after i quit my singing classes and etc,the chances of me performing on stage were a zero ever since.

Maybe cause of that,my self-esteem on performing on stage started to fade.

So now,i'm taking extra english courses in British Council before i start my college next year.I just needed improvement and i'm goin to continue my piano classes as well.

I guess its the time for me to rearrange my time table again!

Kinda anxious bout the audition for the college,hopefully i can make it.But first,i've to devote a 100% of me into practising and the theory.No doubt that alot of sacrifices has to be made,so i've to make sure i really really want this.

SCREW IT!I want it!So quit the 'considering' anymore BELL!

Alright,CHILL.


*clears throat*



This is a post bout last month,Samie invited us girls to the Loreal Star Search to give some friendly support to one of her family friend----Matthew.

We left around 7-ish because Samie said we have to reach at 7.30 sharp.











Lovin me leggings?I've got tons of leggings which came in different patterns and colours.


















Real pearls from my mom.I remembered vividly when i was young,i gave my mom a pearl necklace as her Mother's day gift.I wonder if its still with her.








We reached around 7.45pm and Samiekiss was still not there yet.







Settled at Terrace bar and whacked some Heineken,since it was HAPPY HOUR!


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Started to camwhore again.




















Jac look so cute.














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The indoor lighting was awesome.









We spent almost one an a half hour watching performances of the contestants.Some did a great job,some....so so only lahh.


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It ended quite early,around 11pm.So we decided to chill in Terrace and have dinner.We had pizza!Whacked some Heineken again.






















Finally,paid Phuture some visit...wandering around as we bumped into more and more friends.
















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Went out,sat down at Terrace bar to cool down.





















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The next morning.........




It was a chilly morning and Jac decided to have a swim when i haven't even warm up yet.So i left her to swim alone while me and Doreen had clams for lunch.







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Time to shower.








I look like a bangladesh.And that's my hair.


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We spent all our afternoon watching disgusting movies.

THE SAW.


7/8/09 Wednesday, July 08, 2009

My very first virgin mary operation.
Sorry for been missing in action these few days,i was sick.
Well,i will not define it as sick,maybe unwell.
On my cousin's wedding night,it was suppose to be another champagne,booze party night for all of us.
Not untill............my stomach was so pain and i couldn't enjoy the rest of the night.
So after the dinner ended,went home and rest,and i felt something is gonna burst inside the right part of my stomach*SCARY*
Fark!The first thing i could only think of is.....appendicitis.
And 'must call Doreen for help.'
So i rang her in the middle of the night,she rushed to my house and brought me to the nearest clinic.I didn't want to wake mom up cause i didn't want anybody to worry bout me,but i alerted her when i was about to go out.So she tagged along and we went to the clinic together.
Things might get alot worse if she doesn't know.
The doc said i still needed to be under observation before he could verify that i'm having appendicitis.So he gave me some medicine and asked me to wait for a day and see how it goes.
Pain killer and antibiotics doesn't help.
After having the pain for 24hours,finally i went to the hospital.
And yes.....i have an inflamed appendix and i needed an operation to take it out.
It was kinda scary experience,cause i've never been under a knife before.
But i'm not afraid,and this suprises me.
When the moment the pushed me into the operation theatre,i was so relax.
I'm only waiting things to get over.
My wounds are really small,like a key hole.
I think it is called somesort of keyhole surgery,and they just scope my appendix out without leaving a wide scar on my tummy.
Thanks to technology,i don't have to worry bout wearing bikinis again.
I did cry,not cause of i needed an operation of course.*i'ma big girl*
Its because i needed to change my diet!!!!!!
I only had plain porridges for lunch and dinner after 30hours for not eating anything and plain porridges are really plain!!!
Tasteless......I cried the shit out even i had wounds on my tummy,and didn't care a shit when it hurts.
I cried cried cried on baby's chest untill i got tired and finally i gave in.
Baby begged the nurse to give me bread for dinner,and yayyy!
Jam and bread made my night.
Staying in the hospital was damn cham i tell you,how lin cham.
Eventhough i have my own room,own toilet,own tv,own Astro,own bed somemore got the nicest view in town.
Still damn cham.
Especially when i've nothing to eat and i've to watch AFC(cooking channel) and it only makes me feel more hungry.
Staying for 4 days isn't fun,especially when you have nothing to do in the room.
Luckily baby brought me magazines and accompanied me overnight,at least there's someone i could talk to.
Watched NBA and Michael Jackson's memorial service together.
Just discharged this morning and i'm damn happy.
I'm a happy kid yo!
A picture of my hand,with a needle inside.It looks scarier than you actually feel.

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6 a.m in the morning,KLCC still sleeping.


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Mom also.


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Me,awake.

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Prince Court hospital.Not hotel.


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My lovely sista brought me some friends.


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The night view from my room.


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At last,fuck porridge.
They make people cry.

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I've got something so share.I've been reading a book lately,and its based on a true story from the author herself.-I'm not sick,just abit unwell-

Yvonne Foong,born in 1986,a normal sweet girl like anyone of us was diagnosed with neurofibromatosis at her age of 16.She had brain tumor which affected her hearing,and became deaf in the right ear.She have tumors along her spines which made her legs become weak and sprained her ankles,have bruises over her knees.

She never live a 16 year old life that we lived in,she spent mostly of her life in and out hospitals.She couldn't go for outdoor activities and she even had difficulties walking.Needles and medicines were her best friends,the people she had the most communication with was probably the nurses and the doctors.

As she enters the gloomy life of hospitalwards,relationships and friendships are put into test.Despite with an incurable illness and continously having obstacles which crashes the human spirit,she never give up on faith and hope.

She wrote this book to spread awareness and educate people about her illness.In some part of her book were many real-life issues and the most important thing was the parent-child relationship.

Imagine a girl 16 year old girl has to go through so much pain that we don't have to,we should be glad.

We are blessed with a healthy body,so we have to take care of it before we've alerted the alarm.My unhealthy lifestyle needed some changes as well,especially having a healthy diet and sleep on time.

When you are about to start complaining about your life,please think about her.

I hope this book will be a good inspiration for everyone including me.


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Live your life,love your life.

You might be the lucky one,but life aren't always that lucky.

Eventhough you're not sick,you should help those who are ill.

They just needed your shoulders to lead them through the rain.